FRIENDS!

Friends I don't have....Sad.. but true...

Other than mixing with guy-friends... I'm not being a bitch... I just don't have GIRL friends....

Let's just do a count...

Girl Friends I'm still in contact WITH
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Tutik aka shopping BUDDY
Wati aka NO Sense of Direction
Zaimah aka THE Wise ONE
Shanaz aka Sweet & BRAINY
Ayu aka Diva aka monyets

Guy Friends I'm still in contact WITH
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Ahmad aka Spyder
Daniel Hakkim aka BLUR guy aka rokok gulung
Rusdiman aka BADOT SARKES
Al-Faarid aka WORLD
Faizal aka BloodHag aka Bee's 2nd Matair
Nik aka THE Advicer...
I shall just stop here... Cause if I continue on It'll just lenghten the whole ENTRY...
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So basically the point is I need some GIRL-friends... Goodness... But I'm afraid to give it a try lah ...

Back in YR 2 of my poly life I had a group of SISTAS.... They were my closest friends...3 of them altogether... "F", "I" and "S"

Until a week before I turned 18 we had a fight... A major argument with the other 3 friends blaming, pointing their fingers at me...

F's STORY
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Well "F" was upset because she claims that I actually went out with this guy that she claim was her CRUSH...

MY STORY
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That guy asked me out to find out more about "F" so that he could COURT her... I wasn't alone with him by the way we went out with "I" but sadly "I" too blamed me for being a BITCH...

S's STORY
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"S" accused me of borrowing her money and purposely didn't wanna pay back...

MY STORY
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It is true I did borrow money from "S" but only to return it the next day... But "S" refused to accept my money because she CLAIMS that she's my SISTA so money's not IMPORTANT...

Me being PAI-SEH actually bought her a pack of cigarette so that at least I'll have a clear conscience... Sadly 2 months later she spread a story saying I borrowed her money and didn't wanna pay back.. So heck... BIG FUCK... I returned the money but only to find out from "I" she needs the money desperately for "CLUBBING"...

I's STORY
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She said that I don't like her boyfriend....

MY STORY
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So basically, "I" backstabbed me in "F's" story, in "S's" story just to get back at me because I didn't like her boyfriend.... If you're a girl.. would you run after your boyfriend knowing that your boyfriend is in the wrong... I WOULDN'T.... Only a fool would do it... But because "I" was my SISTA I did it... I ran after her boyfriend just so I could see them happy and have their problem settled....

So now you know... Why I'm afraid of having a girl-friend... Because a handful of us girls just loves to accuse others without knowing the real story...

LESSON TO BE LEARNT
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"F" did went into a relationship with that guy but in the end they broke up because of misunderstandings...

"I" too broke up with her boyfriend...

"S" turned to a MINAH CLUBBER along with "F" and "I"

So now you tell me... AM I A BITCH?

But although I didn't have any friends and I celebrated my 18th birthday with lots of tears in my eyes reminiscing every moment I spent with them... I pulled through with the help of Bee... BABY I LOVE U A LOT... I don't know what will happen if I don't have you.... *kiss* *Kiss* *kiss*

yours sincerely
her