Thursday, January 04, 2007

Sick N Tired

Well a big HELLO to 2007....

How can it be so soon... Time pass by so fast sia... Headache lah... The faster time goes by the older you get... Aiyoh... Sucks sia...

Well today is the time of the month and the weather in my office is not helping at all.... So bloody cold and makes me sick... I hate it... and today... not that I don't wanna tell... I'm quite upset.. Some knows and others don't... So if you know, then you're the lucky few but if I don't tell you then perhaps I don't even want you to know.... See when you're pissed... You say alot of things you don't really want to say but... ah... heck...

I've just sms-ed boyfy earlier to go get me some chocolate because I'm not of my best mood right now... and the pain on the belly is really really bad... my pain killers are not helping... I've only took one because I don't wanna over do it.. and become a "non-pain resistant" person... So as per doctor's advise... "If you still can tahan... don't take... if you really cannot tahan.... then take one.... QUICK" So the pain is still okay but at times still a bit painful... After almost half my life having it... I'm telling you, the pain gets more and more untolerable by the month...

Arrgghh... I'm so so so... sleepy.... Not that I did not sleep last night.. In fact I slept for more than 8 hours... but the pills making me drowsy and crazy.... I can't concentrate and I feel arrgghh.... and if you can see the space between my finger.... I'm that incy-wincy bit closer to killing myself... arrgghhh.... don't even try to coax me.... arggh.... I hate myself...

So I shall not continue to brag and brag and brag... otherwise everyone'll thing I'm crazy... So Happy 2007... and I shall relax myself and more breathing in and breathing out will most definitely help....

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