The TRIP

Guess what... I've been trying to log on to this blog but have somehow forgotten the password sia... but eventually was able to log on... after many many tries... oh my GOD... to think I'm so forgetful... I think I better blog each and every minute otherwise... that's it...

Anyways... I'm here to continue my story.. Well this should be an interesting one... IF you've been following my blog.. You would have known that I was hospitalised last month and yes I was very very sick.... The more detailed report...

On Wednesday 4th April 2007
As you know my company very good one hor... We always get gifts, beginning of every month and on April we each got 9 muffins, mixture of walnut, raisins and chocolate... being a very chocolatey person... I even changed my other walnut and raisins for chocolate and that reminds me of J.K.... D.H. didn't want he's box of muffin but that J.K. lah so greedy just like me... want the whole box.. Okaylah... I also too much.. rite asking for one whole box to turn chocolate... but I did it the fair way okay... by begging... I changed a few muffins with R.K., D.L. and F.... and the end result I WAS VERY VERY HAPPY but....I'm drifting far from the story...

Time Check 11:00pm
- Hafiza was at my place cause I begged her too... Both of us just finished watching American Idol and she was ironing my HAIR... Suddenly.. I felt a sharp pain on my belly.... Being so ignorant.. I thought... ahhh.. same thing lah gastric... I always have that... So bla bla bla... Hafiza went home... bla bla bla bla...

On Thursday 05th April 2007

Time Check 12:00am
- The pain grew more and more unbearable so I took 2 Carbon pills and thought that it would ease the pain for a little while... but still the pain was CRAZY... then called boyfy, after which boyfy told me to tell my mummy that I'm sick... but you know lah.. I want to manja-manja with boyfy mah... So i tell him it's okay, it's okay I try to bear the pain... Somehow or rather I thought that the 2 CARBON pills was a miracle the pain stopped and I fell into a deep sleep... with a smiling face...

Time Check 02:00am
- The sharp pain woke me up and as a result I had to scream for mummy... because then I realise that I CANNOT WALK... yeah I know a bit dramatic right.. Just a bit of tummy pain then you realise you cannot walk... It was crazy... I lied down and thought for a second... maybe I shan't make mummy panic instead I tried again... So after the 3rd call for mummy I shut my mouth up cause anyway... I don't think she heard me lah... she was still in a deep sleep...

Time Check 02:30am
- This is the time that I realise I shall not suffer alone... and it sucks so I tried real hard to stand and it was crazy... I felt that my back bone was just going to snap at any moment.. but i finally made it 7 big steps and it was already mummy's room... She made me eat 2 more Carbon pills and with the help of minyak angin... I manage to fall asleeep with my mummy just beside me...

From that moment onwards I kept wanting to pee every 1/2hr interval... Standing up was already a pain at the back and walking was worst... but i'm a big girl and i don't pee on my pants so yes... I did go to the toilet...

Time Check 8:00am.
- Mum sent me to the clinic which was 3 mins away from home... but the walk to the clinic was 1/2 hour for me.. The ANT STEPS I took to reach almost made my mum impatient...

THE DOCTOR's DIAGNOSIS
You either have Appendix or just some muscle pain... So remedy... I felt more like a guinea pig for testing... The doctor gave me a muscle relaxant injection which was suppose to make my tummy feel much better if it's muscle pain but if I do not feel better following that I may have Appendix....

So yeah... I took one injection but after 15mins... the pain turned WORST... Was much more worst than it was before... Of course lah... The doctor press this lah press that lah.. touch this lah touch that lah.. feel this lah feel that lah... I was going crazy trying hard to contain all the feelings in me... Aiyah... So then doctor's conclusion was to ship me off in an ambulance and refer me to the more specialised... I was weeping most of the time in the Ambulance... and was only comforted by this 2 paramedic who keeps on repeating... "5 more mins and we'll reach the hospital".. yeah as if that was comforting enough...

I spent half the day in the Observation Unit where all the sick people was observed.. but they those people in the Observation Unit don't look sick at all.. I think I was the only one groaning and screaming and shouting... and yet they could only give me PAIN KILLERS.... Checks was done... and they decided I had to be warded for a couple of days... Arrgghhh.....

So throughtout my stay in the Hospital was crazy... Day 1, Day 2 and Day 3 was totally crazy... I cried a lot... I was in pain all the time... but my family, boyfy and friends was there throughtout to support me and make me feel well again... I can really cry...

When I was weak... my elder sister had to help me with shower... my mum came to visit me while she was working but during her break time... my dad was there too most of the time but was just looking from far... my boyfy was there every night because I was so scared of sleeping alone... and not forgetting my "BANTAL BUSUK" aka "the pillow you have to have" when you go to sleep every night... I have all my tears on my pillow... and friends like Hafiza who came almost every day to keep my company...

Each time I scream in pain, I had to at least bear the pain for 15 mins first... I told myself if the pain were to go away.. then I shouldn't need the pain killer but can you imagine.. that 1st 15 mins... I had to take more than 3 pain killers on the first day, just to make me feel better... and as a result I became so so so weak... Not only do I have to wait for 15 mins, after the nurse gave me the painkiller injection I have to wait for another 15 mins for my body to take in the pain killer..... I cried and cried and cried.. and pray that I can stand and walk and eat... and finally Day 4 I miraculously recovered... Pain was gone and I was well ... I could eat and decided I should go home.... It was amazing... maybe the tonnes of antibiotic drip really helped..

The drip was so painful... Everything is painful.... Even the CT Scan was painful because the nurse forced down 3X300ml of soap water down my throat... and it hurt my tummy and because of that she hung a "nothing my mouth" poster on top of my bed... and the blood sucking doctor was so bad... He only said that it's going to sting a little but my whole wrist turned black and blue, it made me feel like he sucked me dry...

The nights I had to spend lying on the bed.. is really scary... I really don't want to return to the hospital... HOSPITAL's NO FUN!!!