Fantasizing. . .
Isn't it cool if I have a twin. . . Twin that even my own parents won't know off. . . How cool . . .
So we can take turns to work. . . Take turn to do shopping and take turn to do all sorts of things. . . and . . . if only. . .
or rather. . .
Isn't it cool if I have magic powers. . . Magic powers only for my benefit. . .
Yes. . . Magic like I'm capable to do anything, everything and all the things I've ever dreamt of doing. . . So cool . . .
or rather. . .
Isn't it cool if Mr Aladdin borrows me he's Genie. . . The only 3 WISHES. . .
But . . . what to wish for. . . Must make the fullest of the wishes mah. . .
I've been missing for so long already lor. . . Too busy. . . To stressed up . . . and too many things to do. . . . Can you believe it. . . SICKENING. . .
I'm left with less than 2 months more for the engagement. . . and already so kanchiong. . . and especially when I have to accomodate to everyone's nonsense. . . That's more sickening. . .
My very small and little engagement now is already turning to a BIG GRAND ENGAGEMENT which I totally disapprove off. . . But I have no say cause these sponsors are driving me crazy. . .
Initially wanted to hold it at My Big Sissy place then. . . Mum and Dad disapprove so back to my place then complain about my place being too small so engagement in my room and reception at the podium just at my void deck then. . . The Podium nearest to my place have already been booked 3 months in advance so. . . Checked with boyfy if he's okay with changing the date. . . Then he doesn't want it cause he's confirmed everything on he's end. . . Then I'm so sick of being asked to this and that and this and that. . .
Then about the catering. . . So real pai-seh about it. . . From the start the family asked me to source for good food. . . So that's what I did . . . I even met up with that person's family and cousins plus mom and dad. . . Then suddenly tell me. . . find someone already. . . Piss me off. . .
It just sucks to be the first to get engaged in my family. . . Everyone ones it to be so perfect that they forgot about my feelings. . . Damn it sucks . . .
I REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE TURNING DOWN THE ENGAGEMENT. . .
It's just sick I tell you. . .
One thing for sure I don't need people to sympathize my situation but I just need people to be supportive after all it's my engagement we're talking about. . .
arrrggghhhh . . . . No one will understand me. . .
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