Thursday went for the E-X-Cite Training held at Orchid Country Club. . . That place is so ulu. . . and damn-it BORING. . . Ah. . . to each he's own right. . .
My point is everytime you go to such programmes. . . it always starts with ice-breaking, stupid get-together games, UN-meaningful game with full of lessons to learn and then you go home. . . thinking what the hell were you doing there. . . the next moment everything is out of your mind and you still go to work feeling UN-motivated. . .
Cause we all know if we had the chance we aspire to be someone else. . . But because MONEY is highly valued compared to passion. . . We all do it to earn it then spend it and at the end of the day lay down dreaming if only you have another alternative to do something else you like. . . So you see all this motivational training and stuff to me is just a waste of time. . . I rather go to work and earn my allowance. . . Duh. . . So end of all. . . I only had a fun time there laughing at each other's stupidity and then go home thinking how stupid all of these were. . . Maybe if my passion is this job. . . I think i'll have a wonderful time there. . .
Anyhow. . . I am so yearning to write a full story on how I've decorated my room last weekend. . . But how can I spoil it. . . So those who're invited to the engagement better come to see what I've done to my room. . . But heck. . . I haven't even issued the invitation. . . So you all wait okay . . . I'm still in the midst of making the invitation card. . . Which I must say . . . is still a blank piece of paper at the moment. . . Clue is the items I said I was gonna buy I already did. . .
and there's more things. . . going on . . . my bestie Tutik will be coming to my place say next week. . . To help me do up my room. . . There's gonna be like a mural or rather a decal pasted on my wall. . . plus the curtains I mentioned at the head board. . . So it's a must come and the chandeliers also. . . Wah so cool . . right. . .
Okay. . . really in future I seriously think I will pay someone to paint my walls. . . Cause it's damn tiring. . . coming from a perfectionist like me. . . Actually i'm not a perfectionist. . . I'm just a confused person. . . Sometimes I just go crazy thinking that everything is not perfect that I over do it and make a mess. . . And it's just more frustrating when I am the one who's not perfect and I have to live with it. . . I'm just like that. . . Arggghhh. . . Painting is still not really done. . . Cause some parts of the wall . . . which I'm right now. . . Closing both eyes to avoid looking at how imperfectly done it is. . . . will need a re-painting soon . . . pretty soon. . .
and worst part of all the wiring on my computer table. . . looks like a mess. . . and even after sitting in front of it for 3 hours yesterday the wires are still a sore. . . and it doesn't really help especially whenever I lay on bed and turn to the left and I can still see the wires creating a big mess. . . ARGGGHHHH. . .. I have to do something to it. . . and I mean a lot of things. . . I realise I spend a lot of time trying to make it all look neat. . . and then expect it to look like that for a very long time. . . and most of the time not maintaining it. . .
So my purpose of hiding all the wires is so that I can clean and dust the table. . . Hopefully I will when i have the time. . . So I really hope it works. . . Okay there you go. . . No pictures for now. . . but wanna know what. . .I learn something new from my camera. . . I really did. . . How stupid. . . I know. . . boyfy bought it 2 years back and last Wednesday while at work. . . I found out it can do wonders. . .
So here's what I did. . .
First I learn that I can highlight a certain color. . .
then i can chg that colour to another color
and so that's what I did
and lastly a picture of my team mates for Programme E-X-Cite. . .
from the looks of it . . . myself without make up . . . you can totally tell I hated it. . .
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