EYES TWITCHING and BAD INTERNET

Bad Internet is slowing me down. Can't complain bout it since I've literally had my fair share of the internet this whole year ever since the pc in the other room broke down. But since it's repaired, my sisters have since conquered the high end broadband. While me, I'm stuck with StarHub's free 1Mbps broadband which sure sucks but I'm thankful. On the other hand Ms Kitty as we speak now is trying to bite my fingers. Yes it's time for Ms Kitty's back rub before napping.

Anyway, let me count. If I'm not wrong it's been more than 10 times this year I've visited the HOSPITAL.

Let me see, earlier this year
1. Mr Fiance's cousin gave birth
2. My sweet friend Jane gave birth too
3. Mr Fiance's uncle got admitted for kidney problem which lead him to dialysis
4. I went to A&E for terrible head pain
5. My lil sister who has been suffering from Chronic Juvenile Arthritis got admitted again.
6. My Fiance's another uncle got admitted for bypass operation
7. and since last Thursday the latest, Mr Fiance's mum just got admitted and pending bypass operation too.

wow that's a handful of them coming from Mr Fiance's family. Sure is scary.

His mom's fine now and the doctor who's supposedly supposed to open her up is super duper HANDSOME! I sure will open up my shirt anytime for him to cut me up like a pig. He's russian. . . mmmmmm . . and he has this nice accent.

Anyway back to the mum, she will be fine.

I've been having the bad right-eye twitch for sometime, not that I'm superstitious or anything but the day I found out why I've been having this bad twitch, it finally stopped. Not sure if it's caused by short of sleep but a minute after the last twitch, I told myself since Mr Fiance's mom is in hospital and due for the op, prolly we'll never get to go for a holiday this year and then it finally stopped, yes strangely it stopped. I definitely have to come to terms with myself and accept the fact that I may not even be able to go on a holiday for sometime.

Yes, selfish of me to even think about a holiday even at times where I think he would need me the most, be by his side. But after a long while of being the ANGEL, playing along with the game that he has planned for me. I suddenly have this secret little wish of which I think will never come true. If I was SINGLE, it would have helped alot.

Dear GOD, I pray that his mom will be back in good health once again.