Ramblings

Morning Shower - Check
Breakfast - Check
Toilet Break - Check
Morning SmokyDose - Check
Constant BlindSpot Mirror Gaze - Check
Skip Lunch - Check

All done!

Back to being Ms Pretentious - currently on going.

Morning is never complete with nonsensical words coming out of Mr Fiance. The only thing that keeps me awake before enjoying the morning smokydose.

Here I am at work, sitting, waiting and waiting and waiting again for something to happen, something good.

Last evening, Ms Kitty and me went on a short roadtrip. Yes a roadtrip to send Mr Fiance's dad to work. Shouldn't actually be called a roadtrip since it was a mere half hour drive but seeing how curious she was made it all look like a nice short roadtrip. Curious for a fact that cars just outside the closed windows could be driven so fast. Curious that cars outside the windows has exhaust as loud as an airplane. Yes CURIOUS, as curious as a cat and a scaredy little cat she is.

The fact that she would hide right under my armpit makes me the protector of evil. Certainly made my day when she tries to snuggle under my armpit a place she would hide her face from all those scary things outside.

Being so curious that finally left her tired and an early bedtime. Which means me too, I enjoyed an early bedtime. Somehow she's behaving more and more like humans, only she doesn't talk. Ms Kitty sleeps in an air-con room on her own orange bed under her blue towel and yes the whole body covered by the towel. At night just like us she wakes up to enjoy a sip of drink from her bowl before returning back to her bed.

The early bedtime lead me to my dreamland. Repitions of the same dream I have been having for probably more than a year ago. So today I decide, I would look it up since I don't have much to do at work.

RUNNING
"To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears.

To dream that you are trying to run but cannot make your feet move as fast as you want them to, signifies lack of self-esteem and self-confidence. It may also reflect your actual state of REM paralysis while in the dream state.


To dream that you are running alone, signifies that you will advance to a higher position and surpass your friends in the race for wealth. Alternatively, you may be running from some situation or from temptation.

To dream that you are running with others, signifies festive and prosperous times."

My dream is "running but cannot make my feet move faster". Yes I really can't. That's the reason why at any chance I can get to jog on the spot I would. But of cos I only do it at home. I just want to testify that I still can jog/run but of course I can't deny I do get tired easily.

The next dream I've been dreaming about is HOLIDAY

"To dream of holidays, represent a need for a break or time for rest. You are expressing a wish to escape from your responsibilities. Depending on the activities related to the holiday, the dream may also indicate family issues, personal attitudes or some difficulty. "

Definitely I think escaping from responsibilities would be my No.1 and I seriously think I deserve another holiday or rather in need of holiday.