Time is Ticking

Time is ticking fast.
Every tick of a second is valuable to me.

Each day I wake up from sleep, the first question that pops up in my mind is.
"Am I ready for the marriage?"

Then the next question.
"God, I'm still fat!"

Then the next statement.
"No Food for me up till end of June!"

I'm unlike myself nowadays. . .I don't put on make up everyday. . . I shower and exfoliate once I'm back . . . Then I moisturize my whole body(the hands, the legs, the neck, the back, the front) and then I put on my facial mask while watching tv. . .

Honestly not everyday but at least once every 2 days. . . In the past I did it like once every 2 weeks. . .

God, the extra mile I have to go. . . is really pain the ass. . .
But once I'm done with all these, there's a sence of accomplishment and it's really relaxing. . . Cos most of the time if i'm still awake and other than anything else I do except working. . . I feel very depressed. . . Although it's not shown on my face. . .

But if you know me very well you would know that I'm feeling a little down. . . probably a hint. . . I carry large eyebags nowadays. . .the phentermine I'm taking now causes sleepless nights. . . but I guess these are the things you have to do to look good. . .

Since, I'm oh-so-busy these few days at work. . . I can't afford the time at all to go to the gym. . . these few days. . . so phentermine sure helps. . .

Anyways gotta go. . . one more hour to home sweet home. . .