IT WAS A CHAIN

I was non-apologetic and he was in rage. . .

I was running away and he was running after me. . .

I saw what happened and he was in it. . .

I was at 1 and he was at 3. . .

It was a chain. . .

I was afraid and he was too . . . I saw he's eyes. . .

I ran towards him and he said it's fine and don't worry . . .

I love him with all my heart and I'll die if he did too. . .

But now all is fine . . . hopefully. . .

Just hopeful that tomorrow will be better than today . . .

GUA SAYANG SAMA LU SEMUA

gua memang sayang sama lu semua . . .

first of all Vic Secret for promptly sending the much awaited HOT STUFFS to me. . .

then to the loving mum who signed the parcel and place it in my room safe and sound . . . and who ensured and double-double confirm that it has reached me . . .

then to boyfy who informed I can go home first after work try on my new stuff then go out for dinner instead of going for dinner directly after work. . .

and lastly to my boss who have confirmed my leave on 21/02 and 22/02. . . Is that great or what . . . argghhhh..... Jangan JEALOUS! ! !

and now a prayer . . . "Dear God, pls make this 3 and a half hours more of work the shortest period of my life . . .I really really really need to go home! ! ! "

IT'S A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL

Seems like my orders are going around the world before arriving to their very last destination SINGAPORE!

Just checked today and since last night till right now . . .it's been to 2 other country . . . Stopped over at Germany and now in Dhubai UAE. . . hopefully last destination SINGAPORE my homeland. . . and they sent me a sad news my Strawberry Body lotion may take longer to reach Singapore but the thing is I bought it in pair with my Strawberry body wash . . to further accentuate the smell . . . but looks like I have to stop dreaming and wait a little longer . . . WHICH I REALLY CAN'T LOR!

I really hope it reaches by this Friday cause I'm gonna stay home till late afternoon then need to go over to StarHub Cuppage to settle some stuff then hopefully meet Zaimah and finally get boyfy to pick me up and send me home. . . heheheh what are boyfriend for right . . .

IT'S COMING IT'S COMING

BABES AND HUNKS . . .

it's says DEPARTURE SCANNED . . .

IT'S NOW AT LOUISVILLE, KENTUCKY, US. . . on the way to dunno where next but hopefully it arrives SOON!

by the way is that where KFC came from . . .hehehehehe

I can't wait . . .

MY ORDERS

Another good day . . .

Yesterday was so refreshing . . . me and boyfy went for a 45 min light jog and brisk walking at ECP . . . air was cooling and atmosphere was just right . . .

but when I went home . . . strange things happen but I wasn't the one who saw it . . .

I was IT!

Earlier this morning when I woke up grannie who's permanently staying over at my place and sleeping with me in my room told me that while sleeping I was gibbering to myself . . .God knows what I was talking about but it was crazy . . . and I end up crying but it was more like MELALAK. . . that was what she told me . . . She told me I was really very upset . . . when she ask me why??? I was gibbering God-knows-what and I just looked up at her, then I face down and MELALAK again . . .

and that's no wonder I woke up with swollen eyes and feeling so shagged out today . . .

So spoke to boyfy bout this and he said he wasn't shocked! ! ! He said happened last Saturday when I was at he's place . . . Last Saturday . . . from what I can recall(pardon my bad memory). . . boyfy, he's parents and me went for our long awaited cheap and super nice SEAFOOD DINNER at JB and in which we also just found out that YOU DON'T HAVE TO FILL THE WHITE CARDS ANYMORE TO CROSS THE BORDER . .

BACK TO THE STORY--> So we went to JB right after I'm done with work then went back to he's place and as usual played with my MELISSA LOVE . . .THE SIMS. . . that's what I named my SIM character but boyfy was already on he's bed sleeping then minutes later felt SO EXTREMELY BORED and unattended to. . . so I slept on he's carpet . . . That was how I remembered it to be . . . but when I woke up the next morning I was so shocked I was sleeping on the bed already . . .

When I asked boyfy how I happened to be on the bed he told me that he carried me up . . .and I just end it off with a stupid loud sarcastic laugh . . .

Apparently I was so wrong to have laughed at him . . . He finally told me what really happened. . . not sure if I get the sequence right. . . .

But he said that when he woke up. . .

He saw me lying down on the carpet . . .

Then he asked me to sleep on he's bed and he'll sleep on the carpet. . .

But I woke up and start gibbering again then cried when he talked to me and he got worried then he's mum came in to check on me and then he carried me up on he's bed and I felt asleep again. . .

Wow was that real or what since when did I master the art of gibbering . . . Seriously seeing how other's gibber while sleeping seriously creeps me out but to think that I was the one gibbering is seriously INSANE! I must have looked FUNNY! heheheeh

I'm scared so whoever you are whatever you are and whatever you want . . . JUST BACK OFF ME! I'm not interested okay . . .

Anyways here it is . . .I just received an EMAIL! my shipment is up up and on the way . . .

wahahaha I'M DAMN EXCITED . . lah . . . I'm checking my shipment every few hours . . . earlier it says "billing information received", then "departure scanned", then "arrival scanned", then "export scanned" . . . Wah damn exciting sia . . . the more complexed the term means the more excited I am but I think it should already be on the way . . . If all is well and I received it promptly . . . I wanna order MORE! ! !

Next in mind will the JEANS and PJs . . . I seriously need them . . . It's way beyond neccessity . . .

Anyways let's take a look at my orders . . .
Priced at USD19.99. . . .French terry hoodie cardigan in candy apple colour . . .
I've always fall for RED cause it's my favourite color . . . Not bad eh . . .



Then the cap that I bought . . . Priced at USD8.99 Satin baseball cap in pink raspberry color . . . So sweet I was attracted to it cause just look at the back there's a ribbon there . . . So sweet . . .



Then another jacket . . . Very Shimmer velour crop jacket in shimmer black . . . I'm really in love with this lady's classy-ness that I decided I should grab this since it's at a FUCKING CHEAP PRICE OF USD19.....


And lastly . . . you can never miss out something as sweet and pink as this . . . .
Terry crop hoodie in paradise pink at USD19 also . . . sweet and sexy . . .
Cheap huh . . .


and bottles of lotions and shower foam for me and one of my colleague . . .

Just look at how SHOPPING CAN PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE . . . . you'll be suprised . . . Just talking about it makes me feel GOOD!

okay next up --> Last Sunday boyfy and me went shopping and can you believe it I didn't buy anything at all . . .I'm proud of meself . . . Instead me and boyfy went to COTTON ON and bought some basics for boyfy . . . Since he can't be bothered to buy some new things for the car himself I've decided I can't be seen going out with a lazy him and wearing 10 years ago clothes . . .hahahah JUST JOKING . . The real reason is I wanna see him in something new . . . Something different . . . Oh well . . . once in a while mah . . .

So belanjered him to 3 polo tees, 1 t-shirt and 1 pair or 3/4 pants . . . Georgeousness . . .We were even in the same changing room cause I have to be there otherwise I swear if I don't psycho him and tell him he look good . . . I doubt he'll buy them . . . but seriously it's cheap and nice . . . Coming from a chap with expensive taste like my boyfriend . . . COTTON ON sells it cheap but he loves the shirt . . . because I made him to. . . So at least I think I'll not see him in the same soccer jerseys or timberland shirt or top-shop shirt again at least for awhile. . .

Anyways enough bragging about shopping already . . .
will update on the status of my VIC SECRET soon . . .

By any chance do you think it'll get shipped tonight from the US and the UPS guys can send it tonight ? . . . . doubt so . . .

SEATING WHILE SHOPPING

If only shopping was one of the subject in school . . .I would have scored A1 . . . I think . . . I'm not a big shopper but when I do I prefer BARGAINS! ! ! or rare stuff and even when it cost me A LOT! . . So I think it's still considered big lah huh . ..

I'm so F*CKING happy lah today . . .I did online shopping at Victoria Secret bought 2 sweaters, the lovely smelling lotions and soaps plus a cute cap in pink and plus shipping cost me USD128.93. . .

Then I called Jane my most-gerek-kaki at HSBC and asked her . . .
Melissa : "Pai-seh ah ask you can . . . If I buy something online in USD, they charge my Credit Card. . . We use BUYING RATE/SELLING RATE ah ? "
Jane : "We use selling rate lah . . ."

and the conversation goes on and on and on . . .

"When your BIG ASS get strapped down to a chair and you can only go for 1 hr break to Plaza Singapura which you have been for the past 2 years and an extra 15 mins for you to visit the ladies and sigh for a lil bit and *kap*. . . You'll know what I mean . . ."

Not only was the conversation very educational but she intro-ed me more online shops . . . A Lil Devil she is . . .Now I'm very tempted to buy BIRKI's already . . .and plus you should do it NOW cause the US Dollars are so cheap . . . Of course I'm a bit not updated lah because I just found out that US Dollars went down . . If I was working with the bank last time. . . I would have surely shopped till I drop lah . . .

Anyways . . .Just when to FOOTSHOPPING.COM. . . It's much cheaper to get your BIRKIS there then any other shop in Singapore now . . But temptations I shall try to resist . . . I'll wait for next month lah . . . next time I want to order JEANS instead online. . .

GOSH my fingers are so damn itchie already . . . HOW?!?!

The only way out is to call BOYFY . . . MAKE HIM SCREAM AT ME A LIL PLUS NAG AT HOW I SHOULDN'T WASTE MY MONEY THEN I THINK I'LL BE BACK TO NORMAL . . . and the fingers will stop itching. . .

or rather let him know bout this when he reads this entry. . . hahahahaah

LATEST UPDATE! ! ! !
My loveliest babe bestie boo just hung up the phone with me and she's done with the sketches. . . Can you believe it . . . She's wonderful . . . Thanks for also wanting it to be DAMN SPECIAL! I love you a lot BABE! I can't wait to meet you up and take a look at it . . .

Oh yeah! Regret talking to Zaimah today cause I feel that I'm running out-of-time . . .Coming out from a lady that does this stuff that I'll be doing SOON millions of times. . . Her plans and stuff makes me go GABRA sia . . . Babe you are the next person in my list to meet me and help me out okay . . NO EXCUSES! ! ! I want it to be DAMN PERFECT and I'm going to squeeze every bit of IDEA that you have until you go DRY! hahahahah JUST JOKING! ! !

and guess what the schedules for Feb is OUT! So time to plan it all out . . . I'm going to take some AL which I've brought forward from last year which has not been TOUCHED AT ALL!

toodles lovelies . . .

THE RING

The time to decide. . . I've chosen TIFFANY . . .

A girl's dream come true . . .

You know when you were young . . . and you used to play the kahwin-kahwin(marriage) game . . Okay lah that was my time. . . even a little girl can disguise and be the groom and you take turn and then you have this sweet dream of you in that over the top dress. . . All white, shining, sparkling and glittery . . . with the bling bling on the finger and the pak-pak bing-bing as the background music and the beating of your heart dag-dug-dag-dug playing with symphony. . .

Seems like it's my time now to make a decision cause I was asked. "You ah . . . which one you want ? ? ?"

So when you have the other party asking you such a question you relive again the 10 to 15 years ago childhood act and really scout for THE ONE! Then you learn that in real life . . . the fake pak-pak bing-bing is VERY FAKE! cause now you start thinking of the ideal ring, the ideal outfit and the ideal everything . . .

So damn difficult . . and so damn scary . . . and yet you want it to be so DAMN PERFECT . . . I'm lucky I'll have some buffer time but each day thinking of it . . . just makes me go HYPER. . . and everyday meeting him has become much more fruitful and fun . . .cause there's more new things to talk about . . .

A MEANINGFUL CONVERSATION

I had a short conversation with a sweet lady . . .

I told her of my plans and . . . she asked me

"Are you going to be a proud young Mummy ? "

This question took me less than a second to answer and I said YES!

Unbelievable that I chose YES! After this short conversation, I sat down and reflected on the past . . I remembered telling myself in the past . . . I would at least wait for a little while before having the little one . . . but I don't know . . . I guess it just came naturally for me . . .

Maybe I'm ready a little too soon with age catching up and all but the thing that worries me is I'm just afraid he's not . . .

Nonetheless I'll take it one at a time . . . anyways I'm not even married so . . . no hurry . . . although we all know 7th Feb is just a few days from today . . . Argghh. . . .

MANY DAYS LATE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

ha ha ha ha . . .

Yes . . . NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

How can one live without it right . . .

This year I'm striving for MORE MONEY, MORE LOVE AND MORE TIME FOR ENJOYMENT. . . LESS WEIGHT, LESS STRESS AND LESS PROBLEMS. . .

and yes that's about all. . . .

This year is going to be the MOST HISTORIC YEAR OF MY LIFE . . .

MY ADULTHOOD . . . I'm going to take a BIG STEP this year and entering another stage of my life . . . a newer me i hope . . .

This year let's all mark our diaries for me on 7th February 2007. . . Well to some its just another day but to me it's the start of something new . . . Shall discuss it soon when the time is right . . .

Anyways let's just look at some random pictures . . . . Cause telling a story that happened last few weeks is difficult at this age . . . I can barely remember everthing but just bits and pieces. . .


This picture was taken at SWENSON at Jrg Point . . . and This is my younger sister. . . Tell me do we look alike . . .some say yes some say no! but why . . .
hehehe this is just random . . .

Anyways . . . Let's see another picture . . . The cute little baby is Wani's . . . We came over to her place to visit this little cute GUY! Baby Aniki(not sure if I spelt it right). . . Can you forsee me doing this in the next 3 years. . . I intend to have one in the next 3 years or so . . . Hopefully I have a cute cuddly baby in the next 3 years . . . I think the baby's frowning in disbelieve . . . but so CUTE!
P/s : IGNORE MY CRAPPY FACE. . . I LOOK DISGUSTING . . .

This is the first time in my entire 22 years of life that I carried a 1 /2 wks old baby . . . I can't believe it either . . . Initially was so scared but . . . I managed . . .Such a big ACHIEVEMENT!

Just another random picture. . . These was taken during my SUPER LONG WEEKEND. . . Was out with Tuty . . . Did my mani and pedi by the beach . . . can you believe it. . . Not like what anyone would be doing there but it's quite cool cause it dries up faster in the open . . . The SUNSET! Sweet . . . We took this picture right after we I did my mani and while we were cycling . . . Not bad ah my photography skills . . . Although it's a bit blurred . . . but it's nice . . .



and lastly the picture of the couple . . . we took this while we were at West Coast . . . Just another lazy evening . . . So fun . . so many people kite flying . . . and I remember my boyfy made a promise we're going to do it next week . . . But where to get kites ah ? ? ?